When I’m gone – II

When I'm gone, the world will mostly forget me,But for some, I'd alive forever be. Some will sigh, some will mourn,But none will shed a tear, that I'm sure.No matter where I stand, someone can replace me,Not one will have memories especially for me. I'll be forgotten or buried deep in their minds,Not the hearts,...

I build walls

People are different and they react differently to similar situations. Recently, I've come to realise that my first response to almost everything is to pull away and/or to build walls, if it concerns another human. I do believe in sharing emotions, grief and happiness, but in the end it is me and me alone who...

Let me break down

Let me break down n melt, For once, let me wail. Let me set aside the armor, And mourn for the fallen days. I know a fighter wears the scars with pride, But who says the pain isn’t felt every night? Agony weighs down upon me, I know not who else to trust, In you...

I miss you, Papa

Tears have frozen but the pangs of memories are still equally painful. Missing someone you love is a feeling that makes you feel so helpless. After 13 years, I still miss my Papa, a little more with every passing day. Today is the 13th anniversary of the day he left for his heavenly abode. I...

A void

Have you ever felt a void that is inexplicable. A void that exists in spite of all the happiness you feel throughout the day. A void that knocks at you soul when you hit the bed alone. No, you might not be lonely, yet you feel there's something missing when everything seems to be going...

Round peg in a square hole

Alien to my surroundings, Suffocated around people, Unfamiliar with love and Strangely effectively alive. Ambushed amongst friends Searching for peace within I take to myself as a project To accept and evolve myself. Having meals all by myself, With books and music I rejuvenate whatever is lost To make myself worthy of the greater Preparing...

What randomness!

Going by the fact that unheard music is the sweetest, here's me noting down a few moments of life, the music of which make life a bit more beautiful. The loud laughter of a group of friends and the silent giggles of two. The tic tok of her high heels and the noise of his...

Addictions

Addictions are many, worthy are few, Starting from books to the scent of You. I long for bedtime stories and cuddles, Coming from the lands of dream n trouble.

Depression Diaries #1

I do make efforts to lead a normal life, But life seems to be put on a blade of knife. It is a task to even sit up on the bed, Bathing and eating give a aching head. Each day I lay collecting my random thoughts, Trying to untangle the irrational burdensome knots. The birds...

Intoxicated

The mind rumbled with thoughts uneven, I decided to brew a few lines  to clear the cluster. Getting my favourite mug, gathering the ideas, The bubbling hot water in the kettle iced my nerves. The aroma of blending bean powder with sugar, Stirs up the words and metaphors in my head. Hot water in the...